STOP.

SB Summer Escapade happened last week, April 7. Meeting place is at the Centro, Plaza. I went there 7 am, while others made it earlier; they are afraid to have the Casa Ofelia's pool get dirtier before they come. As I arrive, everyone teases me a lot -- "Oh, maiba si Kevs! May dara ka kakanun? Yan man si Kevin! Veeeggaahhh..". I dunno how to react, so I just smile at them. Anyway, I got used to it. And another girl yelled at me, "KEVIIINN!!!". Ridiculous. Various snacks were brought, while Bok promised to bring dishes and is in-charge of the transportation. You're the man. Great job. Ma'am Lisa, our adviser, brought the rice, and with Niño as her neighbor, he had the job to carry the heavy casserole. Everyone seemed to be very excited; especially the girls. Picture taking everywhere, on the jeep, etc.

Well as usual, during the trip, Sb is very very very noisy. As we arrive at the place, the noise is getting intense. Gossips everywhere, while boys talk about games, and I, silent. What do you expect, It's like, I'm alone.. Other friends didn't come. Good thing, despite that, there are some that still left. While some don't seem to care, even. Oh well, there we are. At the Casa Ofelia.

Aside from the magical splashes and the foods, the thing I mostly enjoyed are the pool game and games Pauline and Jane prepared. Seriously, it's crazy. An epic fail. No winner. Very random. Awesome. Add to that, the slides. It's the thing that everyone enjoyed. While some preferred the smaller slide, other wanted to experience the magical splashes brought by the bigger slide. It's thrilling. At the end, we had this something diving-trip, just for a video. It epically failed at first, specially when evil boys kept on pushing me and dive first. Grr. By that, it was finished by picture taking and video shoot. I wish other Sbeans enjoyed it too.. Sigh. And that's it. The 8-hours-of-full-fun that worths 200 Php, more or less. Thanks a lot. ;)

Btw, here's the video.

I must admit, we all had total fun. However, there are still something missing. You know what I mean. Or I hope you do. 21 people, quite a lot. But still, other people wishes to attend but decided not to come, mostly due to lack of allowance, busy schedule, or being afraid they would get out of place, specially when close friends won't come as well. Though I too, was afraid to come, still, for boredom's sake. D: Thanks SB!

*The strikethroughed paragraphs contains material not suitable for immature and moronic readers. Parental discretion is advised. If you are offended by such material, please turn away now. *

On a different note, someone is bugging me too much. Remember what I've posted earlier? Guess what. In all of a sudden, she had a mate since — a monstrous moron. My post before had proven something: she really is an insecure jerk. After mentioning about PDA, look now. What was that again? Something that bugged me, during the Rakrakan '09, there were two people roaming around the campus, who were taking the chance of less light bulbs on. I saw them together, with the guy's hand on her waist, sharing their beverage to each other. Gross — I even recall her saying that word as well, every time we such obscenities. Hypocrite.

While on the trip, she chose to be together with his guy, of course — they were stuck to each other all the time. Maybe Sir Maskom's right: "'Pag maaga nagkakashota, nakalimot ng barkada." Sigh. She pissed me off more by keeping on yelling at me saying "KEVIN I LOVE YOU!". Duh. I'm not dork like you to believe such fallacies. Just shut the f* up. I'm sick of hearing lies.

You wanna know the reason why I'm so cold at you? Convince me to talk to you first. Seriously.

*ends here*

Okay, forget everything you've read. YOU'VE SEEN NOTHING. BEGONE.

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CONGLATURATIONS!

I woke up early since I promised to myself to attend the outreach program for English 3. But something frustrating really happened. I ran out of pants DX So I waited for my sister from our house to come in our shop and bring some clothes and pants. For the meantime, I was wearing the school pants - only available clothe out of the cabinet. Sadly, not only the pants had ran out, but as well as the time. I haven't gone to the Carmelite Church, where the program was conducted. )':

Well, instead of blaming my sister because of her late arrival, I've gone to the counter's chair and put all my frustrations to the play. Not so long ago, a friend told me that there will be a culminating activity right after the outreach program 1PM, AVR. Silly. I was suddenly enlightened. Thankfully. Whew.

I directed to the school, then meet up with some friends. Some of them that are not attending, but still, are present in school, said that they were going to another school to visit our Oh'so-stern-d'best teacher. She's a principal now. While some others, are sort of, confuzzled of what to do: attend or not?

In the meantime, I found the activity gloomy. Sigh. They were preparing for a presentation. Yeah, presentation. The best thing that happened to you're section. Or something embarrassing. And my classmates chose me as the center of the embarrassment. Believe it. Gah. Disappointing people. While so far, everyone had total disastrous shows. We didn't even understand what we've done. And there we found the fun. :D We had games that awesomely suck. Ya, the part where we group into ourselve according to first year section. Well of course, still complete. But with those Antares people who haven't attended, suck for you. ):

By the end, everyone got tired. And when the rewarding started, whohoo. It's like nobody cared for the award. Awesome. All are 2nd, except Xe, the 1st. Okay, Congratulations!

And still, Sir Maskom got something up on his sleeve. Everyone are rejoiced. A colorful sheets of paper that means various sentiments. I will miss you, It's nice being friends with you, I'm having fun whenever we're together, etcetera. And "I love you", even. Seriously, that's crazy. But still.. everyone made fun of it. I got over 20 of them.. and I know that's not a lot, compared to those who got 30s or 40s or 50s or even 60s. Ohh, the event's closed. We had such fun.

The dancers for the next day's graduation was left for practice. We tried watching them, and they got pretty nice dance. After finishing the practice, we're gone. We went to McDonald's and took our midsnack-dinner there, 6 people, in majority of Xenon. Aside from the successful culminating activity, we celebrated both friends' new Presidential position and the First honors for the other. Such a thrill brings me being with those people. Thank you guys. :D

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Hey hey.

I'm very very very happy today. And due to this, I can't stop my silly grin, seems like I have had inhaled laughing gas tank fumes.

Hey, it's the first day of April, so you all of you are fooled. ;0

School's over...
Summer's imminent.
So let's all come out and feel the sun!
Congratulations to the graduating batch, Zephyrus!
A job well done to all of you.
Thanks for the everything and we'll miss you. ;(

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Life doesn't offer second chances..

You lost. And you're still losing. As a result, you cry. In need of a shoulder to wipe all the tears. I tried to approach you. But you never understood my presence. Instead, you seek for someone. And now, you're gone. There's nothing more I can say. Again, I shall quote the last words you've ever said:

If you were to ignore me for the rest of your life, we'd better not talk to each other anymore.

If "anymore" means "forever", there's only one thing I could tell you: Goodbye.

*sobs*

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Now what?

If only...

I dealt with the morning with such a lousy expression in my face. So instead of waking up as early as before, I stepped outside our door and wait for a jeepney to stop at around.. 8:30. Fortunate for us, our school guard don't give out "tickets" (the colloquial term for the sheet for late comers). I really don't know what am I suppose to do in our school other than seating while having fun with my bestfriend (cellphone) and watching the "Lobby" of each 3rd year section. Faculty won't let us have our clearance sheet be signed. Yeah right. It's their time to have fun after calculating and getting depressed with our grades, and forget their problems for a while. It's High School day, so everyone should have fun.

After our successful stage presentation yesterday entitled "Lobby: Grabing Galet" with the total sales of around 700 php, which will be given to a charity of some sort for children. Hey, if you think I'm boasting, I'm certainly don't. We had fun, we gave our best, and we're satisfied. That's all. I would like to acknowledge everyone who watched the play. Thank you so much. ^^

Time's running so fast; it's near the end of this school year, and will be the time to say goodbye for the Seniors, the Zephyrus. We will miss them, of course. Congratulations, folks.

That reminds me. It's been exactly a month after the last time I uttered your name. Maybe it's time for me to explain my side why I have done that.

February 21, 2009. A much awaited day everyone bragged about for over 3 years. I witnessed everyone's glamor for a short while, including you. You were there. You were dressed very well. It's as if everyone was having fun, except you. Why? You're sharing on the same table with your boy. Now what? Too lousy to stand, to enjoy, to dance? What a fair reason. Even your cousin who has been with you and have known you for over three years have never had a chance to take you in the dance floor for only night? How pathetic. Worst yet, she's my friend. And the best one, too.

3 days later. Here comes a stranger, or should I say, strangers if you include the gibberish hunchback, guitar-freak guy and mind-cleaner, brainwasher, stupid influencing girl that keeps sticking on her until she take control of human's puny brain. How I wished suctorial craps should have never existed. They suck. Disgusting. I must say the stranger I was referring to was friend, so I'd not saying anything against him; however, he's a timid, boring person so you'll regret if ever you'll be with him. Beware. And, guess what. He's my cousin's ex. And he's the only male to have ever touched her rears. Quite adorable, but not for me. =/ It sounded like a bit humiliating. Just because of the stupid girl I mentioned earlier, this experiment was made possible in the TLE lab. Gosh.

Hey, It's your monthsary today. Aren't you celebrating? Well, you should. It's your happiness, isn't it? Oh, I'm sorry. It was also a monthsary which is not supposed to be celebrated. It was nullified. Why? because it's the day, when I started ignoring you. Isn't that what you wanted?

...you were here.

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I cried for you.

Did you know?

A gloomy day. I faced the morning with a lour look, as if it was seemingly the world's end. I got so lousy to enter the school early. And so there is, another record marked by Mr. Vega on Ms. Secretary's reminder pad for the list of late people. Gah. I dunno what's up with me. Maybe due to the excessive stress or too much exposure to my virtual world's sunlight a.k.a. computer's radiation. So I had to do my daily eating habit before the 1st period in the morning at the canteen, then after that, sleep during our my favorite period, Geometry, as part of my regiment. That's my social life outside the screen.

Well, nothing much important happened but the usual way of my living, except this sudden event: an unexpected confrontation with my cousin. You'd later know the whole story, but hey, check this out first.

It all started when the bell rang for the last subject in our morning class, which happened to be the sum of all my animosity for third year subject: Social Studies. So rather than getting bored due to staring and "listening" at our present teacher which was currently publicly chatting with her excellent listeners with their extreme memory about her subject, I borrowed Intsik's ^{[slang term of Chinese]} cellphone. And there, I finally got rid of my boredom. Then the girl sitting a few millimeters away from my chair to the left told me that I got addicted to Intsik's cellphone, which I only started using for over.. 2 weeks or so. It annoyed me. After several minutes, my seatmate began a conversation with Intsik regarding his public display of affection with the oh-so-nice girl he recently courting on. At first I was shocked with this revelation, but it was later proven as false, since it was just a mere manipulation of my seatmate. Uhh, sort of personal attack, but, not really. Look, she don't even know what their current status is, yet she started discussing a POV-related material. She ended up yelling at the top of her lungs, which, unfortunate for her, was heard by our teacher. I lose my control and mumbled, "They're talking about PDA, and she was so envious about it." I really don't know why I have said such thing. Then, her cheeks and her eyes turned red and suddenly cried. And then, she confronted me: "Kevin, tell me the exact reason why you are not talking to me. I know you're angry, but it's too much. Tell me, please, tell me! Don't make me look like a worthless person just sitting beside you.."

My reaction? Guess what. Sitting, playing Explode Arena in the cellphone, focused. Seemingly not affected, not hurt, not listening. Soon after that, the people around us became silent and I then realized that I was holding a pen, writing something piece of crampled, crappy paper, as well as she. After a few moment, she shouted. Something that I really can't post here. Something personal, something that hurts. But there's only one thing I could tell you: I burst into tears all over in my chair at the rightmost corner. ;(

You didn't.

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